coming

i boot my machine
it's a part of me
it's my fantasy
my 1-33
so powerful
i am coming

the me that you know is a techno-lust junkie
25 gigs just to get me off more
the me that you know needs power, speed, and money
my 386 isn't here anymore

my erection appears
when i gaze upon all that circuitry
can't stand when i hear
of my system's inferiority

the RAM that you know is a petty triviality
i go without food to buy more every day
the sex life i know is my hand, megs, and wires
and even as my orgasm builds it seems so far away

i can try to upgrade
but i'll always need more
i stare at the speed display
on my silicon whore
i've just thrown away
all of its old parts
i'm a fucking junkie
and i fucking want more

hiding beside this monstrosity
its power augments my own
i need its speed and supremacy
my ego is too frail on its own

i won't give up
i want it dead
god damn this fetish in my head

-- TwyG